PHRONTISTERIES

As of now, I am really anticipating to go hongkong to do something out of my routine. What's my routine you ask? Oh its for the people with really bad time management. I get worried about not completing my assignments on time and not even getting down to do it for real, I wake up at 11am for a 12pm class and only flagging a cab at 1145pm. I lie on the floor doing absolutely nothing productive only daydreaming and napping my life away. And when the time for last minute assignment work, I feel so screwed but I end up watching movies.

I don't hate myself for that, not at all. I don't blame myself for this. I am only 18 and I should live my life as I want it until I grew more mature and couldn't do stuffs like this anymore. At least whatever I'm doing the ruins don't extends to anyone else around me. I made sure I was only ruining my own stuffs. And seriously, when you don't affect others in your doings, no one gives a fuck.

Just that as I'm am doing all these stupid stuffs, it gets to me as a routine now, not giving a shit how many times I'd cab to school, not giving a shit if I ate dinner or not, not giving a shit when's the big assignment due. I mean all that's in my mind now is to leave this boring pace and get to refresh my mind a little teeny tiny but and when I'm back I could take on another boring day.

And I'm preparing myself for a new start, I can't wait to end this part of my life, actually. Nothing seems to get better.