This year my christmas was more like lunar new year, playing poker cards at my friend's house, having steamboat in the middle of night and only sleeping at six in the morning. Christmas without my family was a tad weird. My friends were there for me and I wasn't alone, but home is where the heart is right? Without my mother and my cousin and my aunt in Singpore to plan a christmas party for the family is weird. No christmas trees in the houses, not going to the annual church celebration with a whole bunch of relatives that would take up at least 5 or 6 rows of benches. I went for the church celebration with my 2 lovely friends above, but the feeling wasn't right. Oh well. So much for keeping promises.
I have been quite unhappy and tired in these few days, that I wouldn't want to go deeper. I'm not all that enthusiast that is always there for everyone 24/7. I need to slack off sometimes, I need a breather.
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