Uncertainty's been a bitch recently, and everything just sparked off when I went to buy my film art textbook. People who already knew that I would be transferring all questioned me about buying that book, when I knew it was pointless. Well can't I just enjoy my semester and just study all film-related stuff when I still could?
I didn't go into fsv for nothing, I really love film for what it is, and even better to analyse them and even going in to look at the art directions. The transfer was decided just because I thought doing interior designing is my goal. That thing you know you will do in the end.
My previous mindset was that I have all the time in the world, but I guess I don't now.
I'm not withdrawing because I lost my interest, it's still there.
I'm really happy to be in fsv, all that production and overnight assignments, all that friends to do spontaneous stuffs with me, but I guess I have to forsake something to achieve something I really want.
For short, id > film.
No matter how cool or how hippie film may be, this equation never changes.
It's just me.
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